Is all delusions but LOVE

Just came back from a short trip. I feel refreshed.
I have gathered some new inspirations, some new directions and motivations. :)

But..i am disturbed by what you have done.
I have tried hard to throw you out of my mind. Out of sight, out of mind.
But i could not.
Every little things that I heard about you caused stirs in my heart and in my mind.
I could not tolerate what you have done, your selfish thoughts, your reckless act...
I do not understand.

It takes years to build the trust, but only a few seconds to betray.
I wanted to shout, and wanted to cry...I am frustrated that my tears has gone dry.
No, I don't want to be disturbed anymore, not for your attitude and selfishness.
I have promised myself, and I have decided, it's time to stop.
I cant stop you, because I know is your choice.
I cant only stop myself, stop myself from loving you.

I really think is time to come to an end. I have had enough. We have had enough.

I am trying hard to find the reasons. I do not know what to do, for a long long time, I feel helpless. I am disturbed.
Is a constant struggle.. I still want to believe that all these emotions in me is all delusions.
Is all delusions but LOVE.

Please give me some times, please give us some times.
Maybe one day, we will go distance and let space and calm fill us.
Maybe one day, we shall meet and love again.